I’ll start if by saying that I’m not completely 100% on what I believe yet, there are times where I believe that angels and God are really here, and times where I think that it can’t possibly be true. I have tried numeral times to talk to my guardian angel… But if it is true or my imagination I can’t tell. I believe that my guardian angel is called Lola, and she hasn’t any wings. I met my unicorn rather early on too, and I think that his name is Jeremiah, he hasn’t any wings either. My friend Chloe Mclanachan has met you before, as you helped her meet her guardian angel, and her unicorn. She seems rather enlightened about it – I envy her belief sometimes. I’m really messaging you for some sort of conformation, a bit of clarity for myself… I believe that there is true evil in the world, I’m terrified of it. I’m not sure if I have the sixth sense or not, but I can most definitely feel the bad when it’s there. So with this in mind, I always ask myself “there must be a balance? There must be good to every evil? If God is real then there must be, but how do I know he’s real?” and then I go round in circles chasing theories. I’ve attended church before with Chloe, to see if that would enlighten me like it did her, but I can’t say that it did, I got blessed and everything but I didn’t feel any different. I’m frightened of what lies ahead as in spiritually, nobody wants oblivion. I’ve confessed sins, to a God if he was listening, and I admit it made me feel better, and as soon as I got in depth I felt like the atmosphere went quiet, like everything was listening. As a 15 year old, I probably sound pretty confused and jumbled, and that’s most likely because I am, but I don’t want to be afraid of the shadows anymore, or to feel like I have to hide under the covers at night because I feel bad in the room. I just want light and happiness, safety, the feeling of protection. Whether it’s in my head or not.
Thank you very much for reading my disorientated trying-to-make-sense-of-myself email, and I appreciate any advice or knowledge you wish to share with me.
Firstly, take a deep breath and RELAX! There is nothing to fear, there is only love. There is no light and dark, just a lack of light. All you need to do is focus on the GOOD in the world, what you focus on you attract – its the spiritual law of attraction – so it is important to be aware of your words and thoughts. Archangel Michael will protect you if you feel you need it, just ask him. What is also important is to TRUST that you are loved and looked after, do good things whilst you are here on your journey and go with the flow. It is wonderful that at 15 you are waking up to your spirituality and its normal to feel a bit confused but ask Archangel Gabriel for clarity and he will step forward. It is great that you are so self aware, it feels as if you are an old soul here to help anchor the light – go girl and shine!!
Master Teacher Diana Cooper Foundation